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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

okay , okay , i know i said i wouldn't post . but i'm just bored lah huh . shir's so weird . she kept asking me to adopt a fetus . yeessh . i MAY be bored , but i'm not boliao okay . wad the fuck can u do with a fetus anyway ?


I adopted a cute lil' emo fetusfrom Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!


oh fine . i adopted the damn thing . looks quite cute though . dut u think ? okay , being abit sadistic here , but looking at this emo one , the only thing i cant think is , I'M SORRY , BUT PEOPLE LOVE ME . (:


ahhas . okay . that was mean . fine , i take it back . dut worry lil thing , i love u . AHHAS .


laogong's so cute . he says if i say HUH or DIAOW one time , i must say "woaini" once . cos i dunnoe why , but i keep saying huh . ahhas . i owe him alot le . budden he argue cannot win me today , so he has to write out 100 times , WOAINI for me . ahhas ! he's so cute .


i'm bored . wanna talk ta him . budden my ma wanna use fone . grr . now i only have HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK to do . wtf .


i gave my speech today ! sibei malu . but , well .. I DID IT . WAHAHAA . not that bad leh , i can deliever speech . the only thing that disturbs me is that when i said the part where i wanted to be a world class violinst my teacher almost popped her eyeballs out of her head . sheessh . I DUT LOOK LIKE AN ACCOMPLISHED MUSICIAN MEH . I GOT CERT ONE OKAY . grr .


kena suan by art teacher on monday . he was like defining ahlians . den he was like , THERE THERE , THAT ONE SIT THERE ONE LORH . SEE HER FACE , KNOW SHE CHAOAHLIAN . den i was like shrieking , NONONOOO !


ima good lil ger . why nobody believe me ! *runs to corner and sobs*


eek . this is getting emo . fine , i'll stop it .

oh well . maybe i will be starting ta blog again . i jus love to write sometimes . (: but i do have to emphasize . my life IS slightly like that of a rollar coaster . wonder why . but with him in my life , it DEFINITLY is in the peak .


220306 ; iLURFEyou laogong ! x)

9:24 PM
music is my life


Thursday, March 23, 2006

loads happened these few wks . i dunnoe why , but my life is kinda like a rollar coaster now . hais . but i'm glad in that process , i regained my dear honey bunny , kena hugged and kissed by chel and yuchun , and i got him . (:


not gonna blog any more .. thanks for everyone's support anyway .

8:02 PM
music is my life


Sunday, March 19, 2006

i've got a new gan laogong ! ahhas . it's wenyou larhs . cos i was waiting for daryl to finish work ytd . then wenyou told me :

wenyou : so sad , wait for your stead until so late . if you stead with me very good one , no need ta wait .
me : too bad . you also dowan me .
wenyou : i got say dowan you mehs ?
me : budden nvr say wan marhs .
wenyou : you got daryl le marhs .
me : be gan laogong larhs . wan ?
wenyou : wan ! got cute cute de gan laopo why dowan .

LOLS . hah . that proves it . I'M CUTE ! (:

3:09 PM
music is my life


Saturday, March 18, 2006

i'm super bored . stayed at home today ! so good rights . its been dunno how long i've actually stayed home on a saturday .

shir's so HORNY . she sent me this *ahem* web to see : http://www.metacafe.com/watch/27619/strange_sex_laws_in_the_usa/


sibei funny sia ! against the law to molest vegetation . maybe they should do something like the 40 year old virgin one , that woman fucking a hose in her bathtub , cos she said she was "warming up for her guy" . wad the fuck sia !

i'm so bored . going ta bathe first , eat , DO MY FUCKING HOMEWORK TO LET MY MA KNOW IMA GUAI KIA , wait for laogong finish work , then sleep .

i'm just too guai .


*updated *
just realised i forgot to post about the fun stuff that happened during the chalet . was too luan ytd .

we went to the beach ! first night with jacky , nigel , yusen . jacky and me kept saying wan act out titanic . den we watch stars . idiot . kept arguing with me which one is mars which one is jupitor . second night went with dennis they all . dengyuan asked me for number . actually i think he's quite nice wad . so shir , stop laughing .

first day seh ABIT . second day ABIT also . only second day didnt go crazy . cos laogong make me sleep . shessh .

shir told me i ran out . then run in through back door . make her , chel , and na chase all the way out , then cannot find it . she still say yuchun saw me running in , then laugh until roll on the floor and bang my head on the bed . LOLS . i got so crazy one mehs ?

anyway , i hafta go . ma's giving me dagger looks .

6:21 PM
music is my life


Friday, March 17, 2006

just got back from chalet . sibei tired ! 3days 2 nights , so many stuff happened .

actually posted quite alot , budden i decided to delete the whole thing . oops , too bad .

i feel like deleting my blog . so many things happening , and i cannot post about them . either cos i'm simply too lazy , or it's already been settled , and no point saying it out again . i used to define the word BLOG as :

1 . place for you to write out your feelings , happy , sad , dulan , blah .
2 . to bitch about those assholes who are fucking up the happy and peaceful earth .

yah , right .

for one thing , i cannot post FULLY about my inner-most feelings here , cos , to put it simply , its one the frigging web , and plenty of idiots out there can read it .

for another thing , whatever i write here , is used against me sometimes during arguements , just cos i fucking put it on my fucking blog . what rubbish can !

shir and chel's fone kena stolen . money around 1k lost , heated arguements , police , blah . simple thoughts leading to complicated matters . yessh . now everyone just cant seem to trust the person next to you anymore izzit ?

nvm , shant say too much here . later kena hoot by shir and chel . ahhas .

so if tml anyone discovers my blog is missing from cyberspace , you'll know why . not like there will be a big commotion about it , but yah . i know one pericular asshole who will come whining to me about my blog .

tata amigos , im off to catch up on my lost sleep for a wk .

4:11 PM
music is my life


Wednesday, March 15, 2006

just got back from strings camp , titled STRINGS ATTACHED . it was super fun ! okay , i know stringers who got like injured during the water games weren't very happy .. but , oh well , its over ain't it ? plus , the secthrees really put in loads of effort for this camp .

reported yesterday at 8.15am , went down to mep room , got briefing , then icebreakers . kinda fun larhs . break , the 2hrs of sectionals . actually everyone thought karen tan would be tutoring us , but in the end jana and farica tutored , then mr goh . HAH , lucky sia . then lunch , and 3hrs orch prac . damn tired after that . water games , then went to bathe .

i didnt dare bathe by myself , so i dragged congyi in with me ! as in , in the cubicle . sick , i know . but no choice , and being the *ahem* nice senior she is , she stood at the corner and closed her eyes for like 10mins . ahhas .

went to macs for dinner , came back around 8.45 . school was damn dark at that time ! stupid joanne , and her gong thing . shan't blog about it . if you wanna know , can ask me , or the other victims like jessica , mary-anne , michelle , wenman and angeline .

had late night movie , watched Memoirs of a Geisha again , while the others were watching Saw II or smth . finished at around 12.30 , and we were like damn tired . seniors wanted to watch ruhua , and they turned it on so loud , laugh so loud , mary-anne and the others who were sleeping in the other room were like screaming at us to shuttap . fell asleep around 1-2am .

was waken by the *AHEM* secones at 6.30AM , cos they apparently wanted to wake up , and had to wake the whole world up together with them . wenman was screaming like siao , cos there's this dunnoe who who was walking machiam like elephant , walk every step will go BOM BOM BOM one . nabei sia .

then LOST , damn fun sia . michelle fong was like supposed to be lost , and we were supposed to run all around looking for clues . ran like a mad dog , and played like siao on hockey pitch with jieying and wenman . tried my so-called cart wheel , but the plan backfired and i landed smack right on my ass . OUCH .

then went back mep room , slacked abit , and then had auditions . i didn't audit , cos shinq said that it wasnt fair , cos my hand like that cannot prac properly . so i was excused . stupid mary-anne , she was so bloody good that 2mins later she came out with her report paper saying , CAN LAH CAN LAH , A++++++++++ . and all the stars around it . sheessh .

went to meet chhel and sihui after that at centuary square . walked around abit , went to chel's house to change , then went to downtown east cos their friend there got chalet . then blah blah .

came home , practised my viola and piano . sucha musical day ! ahhas .

sibei tired now . tml got chalet somemore . 2nights ! chel wants to ton at the beach and stuff , so i need my beauty sleep . EVEN if it is only 7.38pm .

11:39 AM
music is my life


Sunday, March 12, 2006

fiesta was FUN yesterday . painted face , ran all around the school . would have uploaded photos , budden michelle took my cam , and my hp memory card is still missing . told kor , he said he would buy me a new one .

school hols is here ! sibei happy . can play till siao . tml got strings camp , havent pack finish stuff yet .

mingzheng's leaving fer Canada today .. SOBS . i'll miss him , thats for sure .

CHEL's a bloody virgina ! hahs . me and shir agreed we'll be good gers and say virgina instead of cheebye , and penis instead of lanjiao . lols . ytd was eating mos burger , then chhel was talking on the fone with dunnoe who . then she mentioned a guy named kok hao or smth . i heard as kok ao . den me and shir started laughing like shit . chhel dunnoe what we talking , den she ask me explain . stupid sia , i explaining she drinking water . den i suddenly say ,

kok ao ? as in kok = lanjiao . ao = bend ?!

den she bend down and vomited all the water she was drinking onto the table . HAHAS . sibei funny sia she .

shir left for Malaysia yesterday . bren left for Thailand ytd too . debra's leaving for Sydney on wed . SOBS . why's everybody leaving ?! anyway , they'd better buy me a present , or i'll slaughter them .

gotta go , we're going to mingzheng house to say byebye . cos his flight leaves at 3am , and my ma says i cant go .

4:43 PM
music is my life


Friday, March 10, 2006

loads of stuff to post about today , but im too tired . shall update more tml .

fiesta's tml ! prepared like siao today , so whoever's reading this must must come okay ! come support 2TRUTH's booth . x)

staying at debra's house tml . budden going ta find chhel , shir , yuchun , wenyou and lance first .

going to rest now , sibei tired !

9:25 PM
music is my life


Thursday, March 09, 2006

eek . someone save me please . got back PPR today , and one word to describe it is , HORRIBLE . look :

English : B4
Higher Chinese : B3
Geography : C6
History : B3
Literiture in English ; C5
Mathematics : E8
Science (physics) : C5
MEP : A2
Visual arts : F9
overall : 55.7 %

if my mother sees this , im DEAD . she'll most probably shoot me in the head with a riffle , then scatter my remains across the Pacific Ocean , so she'll never ever have to tell anyone who had sucha useless daughter who's good at nothing but MUSIC . yesshh .

anyway , 2truth's class tee came already . very nice ! last yr's one wasnt THAT bad , only the dirty yellow colour made us look like dying canaries and rotting bananas . we're allowed to wear class tee tml , but have to wear that disgusting looking new family tee on sat for feista .new design for family tee looks like SHIT . real gross . there's 9 badly printed flowers , plus stupid looking microsoft word font with the words CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' .

had fund-rasing today . selling ice-blended mango and strawberry . most of the people that bought came from our class . damn funny , it was like our class bought the ingredients , our class prepared , our class bought . LOLS . i didnt do much , just stand there . hhas .

general music exam and physics test today . played like quite horribly for general music . but rachel tong says that it sounded quite nice from the back . stupid teacher's so retarded , she actually believed that michelle's cello was a double bass . told her we were playing Elgar's Serenade , and she asked me , "who composed it ah ?" i went , "err .. ELGAR ?" she gave me this "oh , i knew it" look , and pissed all of us off . wanted to scream back , "nono , Elgar's Serenade is composed by Mozart in 1999." yessh , wad type of music teacher is she ?

okay , i need ta go and think of ways to stop ma from being angry with me when she signs my PPR . pray for me , and wish me luck that she wont ground me for another one month .

4:51 PM
music is my life


Wednesday, March 08, 2006

insensitive , worthless fuckers like me should just die .
i'm just not worthy of your love .
i dut even know who i am anymore .
i dut even know the difference between just friends and lovers .
all these is too much .
i'm losing myself in this race ..
i cannot be sure about anything now .
not even myself .
but i just want you to know something .
i really wasnt playing with you .
i really did want your love .
well . that's that . it started simple , but i really dut know what happened to me . it just went complicated , and now , we're stuck in the middle of no where . i'll really understand , if you dut wanna wait . i'd rather you not wait for me , cos i'll just be an interference to your life . a disturbance , a thorn in your bed of flowers . i'm really sorry ..

5:30 PM
music is my life


Tuesday, March 07, 2006

confused .
do i love you ?
or is it that i chose a wrong you to fall in love with .
am i really IN love ?
or was it a misconception that i got from your signals .
im really afraid .
afraid that i would hurt you .
afraid that i would fall into the same trap i did the last time .
maybe i'm not worthy of your love and care .
the love you showered on me ,
is all wasted .
i really dut wanna hold you up anymore .
im not worthy of being loved .

9:07 PM
music is my life


Monday, March 06, 2006

got caught by christina tan today . called my ma , then was forced to dye back hair . dut wanna talk about it . just that , my hair's black , like REAL black . not that its a bad thing . i think its quite cute . x)


eng was sibei funny today larhs . we were supposed to prepare like a thank you speech , and your partner awards you with some award . audrey gave me "the best contacts washer award" . hhas . her thank you speech went like , " i want to thank my ah gong ah ma father mother brother sister uncle auntie .. etc" then got one part " i want to thanks Raffles for founding Singapore , and thank that fisherman that rowed my grandma here !" LOLS . damn funny larhs ! saboh-ed her to read her speech out to class , and teacher was like , "oh look , audrey's beaming and is at a loss for words ."


there's this humming bird that keeps coming into our class . sibei cute ! the colour greenish yellow , damn nice ! been coming to our class fer like almost 2wks le i think . damn cute larhs ! audrey says it was nominated for the Singapore National Bird , together with the mynah , crow and dunnoe wad else . debra says she checked , and the mynah won . AWW .


i think there's a slight misconception around the definition of why there should be war . i mean its like , fighting for world peace , is like screwing for virginity . geddit ? so why do people still wanna have wars and kill innocent people ! argh .


my hand's damn pain larhs . dunnoe why . ma wants me to go fer violin lesson tml . good or bad ? i also dunnoe .


finished my concert report ! its like the neatest , most presentable thing i've ever done in all the 14years of my life i think . found my ticket stub in my wallet . heng sia . thought i lost it . which reminds me , the scores i borrowed from esplanade library are OVERDUE ! fuck , have to return tml . nono , i'm cutting down on vulgarities . i shall replace fuck with .. SHIT ! yupyup , i'm improving . HAHA CHHEL , SEE WHAT IMPROVEMENTS I'VE MADE ! im the true guaikia ! you and shir should just fuck , oops , i mean roll off and , eh , stand at the corner . x)



ilu laogong .
dut worry , i wont hong tabors .
when you're around that is . x)

9:16 PM
music is my life


Sunday, March 05, 2006

went for farewell party for mingzheng today . he's leaving for Canada next sunday ! wont come back for 2 yrs or so .. we'll all miss you , my darling cousin , even though you're quite irritating at times . hahas ! his flight's at monday 4am , and i have strings camp on monday ! ma dut let me go . budden i'll try to bribe my kor to drive me there anyways .

saturday
went to chhel's hse with shir at 11am . while chhel was bathing , me and shir dug out ALL her clothes and started trying them all ! found many hidden hats and started zilian-ing like siao . would have uploaded those photos , but my memory card's gone missing . ARGH .


went to meet yuchun , daryl , lance and wenyou at tm . yuchun says im cute ! HAHA , so she took me in as her nuer . x) sheer bliss sia . they played pool , while chhel and shir played para . i like wenyou's cap ! he dowan give me lehs . say he'll buy fer me next wk . yah right , if i dut get it , i'll steal it from him . watched big momma house 2 ! damn funny sia . chhel sat beside wenyou , den she laugh dao she knock her head on him . lols .


went to hmv at heeren to get my cds , then to shaw center to collect daryl's stuff . we lost our way sia . walked damn long den finally found it . then me , yuchun , daryl , wenyou and his friend went to bedok there . they play pool while i just sat there and , eh , stone . hhas .


after that , me and yuchun marmie went simei to look fer chhel . she say wad kiwi ask her go there . in da end we reach le kiwi go home . lols . chhel say got one guy veh cute , budden , ehh .. rachel , i think you need improve on your taste . hhas .


chhel , dut care about him le kkae ! plenty of tabors out there . darling so chio , confirm can find another one ! jiayous !


sunday
went to church with ma . serv title was : GOD'S GRACE . hahas . after that went to mingzheng's farewell party at Raffles Town Club . me and jia went to watch Little Bear at the so-called theater there . rmb little bear ? that funny show which debuted when i was like in p1 . my favourite you know ! now i watch i think its sibei funny larhs . laughed like siao inside .

there was this lil ger abt 6 years-old keep screaming at jia , calling her amanda jiejie . jia keep saying no , i not amanda , then the ger dut believe sia . then in da end tat ger follow us everywhr . "-_-

stupid pris , go chase niunai , den never come fer farewell party . she still tell her parents say her overseas friend going back , need to send her off at airport . there was this contest thing , then you must like msg in your name , IC , blah , den see you can win go to press conference the tix . she sent in exactly 100 smses , and that lucky idiot won a pair of tix ! hiong sia she . still can happy happy tell me can take photo with niunai , talk ta him , blah . yessh .


got to go . have to write concert report plus macbeth questions .


laogong ! ilu . x)

8:06 PM
music is my life


Friday, March 03, 2006

i didnt get caught by christina tan ! she wasnt THAT bad actually . not as bad as LLE . reached school damn early today . debra , dearie , nic and claud helped me spray my hair . spray until so much larh ! debra's gatsby black almost finish le . went to find teacher at staff room , den christina tan inspect me . she started digging my hair larhs . like wtf ! den she say outside black , inside not black . wan me mon go find her again with inside black . lols . sunday den i think how .


oh yay . shir's spammer says she wants to tio me . cos she doesnt like the way i speak to her ? like such a small lil joke thing become blown up lidat . please larh , okay , i admit i was QUITE rude to her , budden need to make until so serious mehs . da bu liao i say sorry larh . budden if she didnt sorta like scold shir i wouldnt have said anything right . please , anybody who's sane will agree that if you see your best friend like kena suan by other ppl , you obviously will like try and protect her rights ? arghs .


got the form from PE teacher . so i can claim from my medical bill from the insurance sku buy for us . i should claim more ! say its .. compensation , for the mental stress i suffered from my hand injury . lols .


had strings today . shinq didnt allow me to play . budden i came home and practiced anyway . hand sibei pain now .


think i better go apply medicine on it first , you never know , my bone may be cracking inside already .

7:32 PM
music is my life


Thursday, March 02, 2006

damn vexed sia today . kena caught by christina tan fer highlighting my hair . wahlao eh , she wan me dye back larhs . i already no money le lorhs . tried spraying like siao , no use . na help me spray , den whole bottle finish sia . christina tan tml still wan me go report to her with BLACK HAIR .


after sku went to eastview there find chhel . went to tm walkwalk with her , shihui and jonathan . saw eric and siyuan or smth there . funny sia eric , keep disiao the people who walk past . he chao zilian , still use chel's hp take photo of himself smoking , with those funny poses . lols !


then go 164 let jon and shihui play bball . den went to 450 take shihui's bike , shunbian go meet na . sprayed my hair like siao , even my uni also black le .


got this grp of guys sitting at the pavement there . then this auntie wan walk with her lil son . they ask her walk the other side , then she started yelling at them or smth . like DUH , those guys yelled back . wahlao eh , that auntie chao kao pei can , lucky those guys only yell at her lorhs . if is eric or dunnoe who horh , confirm will hoot her one . one of the guys there look like kel sia ..


ANYWAYS , i digress . im stressed ! about my hair . dut think wanna go sku tml . chhel says to fake got migraine or gastric . then if ma give me medicine , just eat lorhs . fine , i'll try . budden if i die becos i overdosage of drugs , please mourn fer me . x(


okay , i have to go eat . damn hungry . PRAY FOR ME .

all these is too much ..
im afraid i cant take it .
i dut even know who i am anymore .
im losing myself in this race ..
like karchian says ,
He's just testing me .
i'll perserve . no matter what it takes .
i'll grow in Him .

7:37 PM
music is my life


Wednesday, March 01, 2006

just came back from marina square with chhel . went to highlight my hair ! now so damn bloody obvious . i come home that time scared my ma see , so i wear cap and RAAANN to my room . hhas .


bought a jacket , cap and bag ! wahlao , if you wanna count how much i spent today horhs , quite alot lehs .

1. jacket = $49.90
2. highlight hair = $85
3. cap = $26.90
4. bag = $69.90
total = $231.70


wahlao eh . its not say ALOT ALOT . budden im like so BROKE ! cannot spend le larhs . RESIST RESIST RESIST .


something very funny happen today during recess . debra was demostrating how meatballs can fly if you put it on the spoon and WHACK . me , yujie , jess , nic and ger thought she just joking . then she just whacked the fried rice which was on the spoon , and all the rice landed on nic's face ! damn fucking funny larhs . machiam the rice all her pimples like that . ger was sitting opposite me , den she drinking water . she see nic's face den she almost spit water onto me larh . LOLS .


shit . gotta go . my ma walking to me le . better go wear cap . wish me luck fer tml ! chhel , you forgot to give me my black spray . im using grey tml . x)

8:21 PM
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